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Love is in the Air....

(Source- and additional Valentine's here!)
Edit: I have updated the rules:
ADDENDUM TO RULE THREE (3): Because I do NOT want another instance of shit that happened this month, and the shit that happened in @anonrising, Fandom Politics are NOT ALLOWED. This includes, but is not limited to:
- Anime
- Fanfiction/Fanart
- Anti/Proshipping war bullshit
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(Anonymous) 2021-02-01 11:44 am (UTC)(link)memories awoken by that valentines day emperor pic
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(Anonymous) 2021-02-01 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)This morning we found out that the cancer spread to both of my dads lungs and his lymph nodes. It is very aggressive. We are spending as much time with each other as possible and preparing for the future. I am scared.
That is all.
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(Anonymous) 2021-03-07 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)And since I am here...I just want to say this is has been one hell of a journey, anons. My perspective on life and death have definitely shifted ever since we found out that my dad had cancer a little over a year ago. (wasnt considered terminal yet..) Death is inevitable. It's the one thing we are guaranteed in life no matter who you are..we will all get it. And you know what? I accept that. One day it will happen to me too. All of us. But I don't feel nearly as scared of it as I did before this whole situation.
I say this because my dad, even from day 1 of cancer, just...kept living. He decided to stay at his office job for the sake of getting out of bed until he couldn't anymore. (and not for money) He decided to keep up with his physical hobbies until he couldn't anymore. He still watches youtube videos of different things he can cook and makes us up dishes to try that he thought were cool. He is honing his guitar skills, making and singing new songs because he thinks its cool. He just.. keeps living until he can't anymore.
Whats stopping me from adopting this mentality? And you now what? What the fuck is stopping the universe from literally killing me within the next 5 minutes due to an aneurism or some undetected birth defect like a pinhole in my heart from ending me right now? Absolutely nothing. There is nothing from making me die before my father does and I accept this. I may feel powerless because there's nothing I can do to save my dad as I watch him slowly get weaker by the day, but I do have the power over the person I want to be out of this.
So..Fuck it, I will live my life until I can't anymore. Death will get me some day but it hasn't caught up to me just yet! :D
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Tattered World aka Tattered Weave
(Anonymous) 2021-02-01 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)The staff actually listen to their users and are constantly improving every aspect of the site and adding content (there is even a battle system in progress!).
It's not pay to win, it has cute art, there are no ads, there are plot updates regularly, the characters are interesting, but it just... doesn't grab me? It's not even like it's boring, but it feels like a drag getting back into it day after day for some reason.
There are less users online each time I look and it makes me feel so guilty.
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(Anonymous) 2021-02-02 02:30 am (UTC)(link)I just feel so fucking useless. I have a microbiology degree, but I did poorly in school (was diagnosed with ADHD after I graduated) so I never went further into microbiology or pre-med, even enough to just be useful, and now I've missed this too? Where there were positions opened I could have volunteered at?
IDK
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(Anonymous) 2021-02-07 04:56 am (UTC)(link):[
(Anonymous) 2021-02-07 04:24 pm (UTC)(link)On the inside I feel assertive and I'm not bothered by the fact that I have a resting bitch face, but from the outside, my movements are weird (long af limbs), my smile is unsettling and I cringe at myself.
Actually seeing myself depletes my self-esteem. I don't wanna pretend that's not happening, cause that's genuinely how others see me, and it's very different to what I perceive of myself.
How do?
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(Anonymous) 2021-02-15 08:06 pm (UTC)(link)Just a very ironic comment imo
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(Anonymous) 2021-03-10 05:41 am (UTC)(link)Having to try and use those same click/refresh/click strategies to get an appointment for a computer-illiterate family member is bizarre and frankly infuriating. It's not that I don't get that doses are limited, and if there weren't any guesswork on distribution it'd be one thing, but living with the nagging feeling that I could get her her shots if I'd just stay glued to the computer a little bit longer is driving me crazy. Every day she tells me about another friend or neighbor who just got to schedule theirs and I feel worse because I keep failing her.
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(Anonymous) 2021-03-15 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)...Mate?? You sound exactly like one of those conservatives you claim to be against?
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