Nonny- I see you. I really cannot tell you what to do, but I really want you to think about why you don't want anything to happen to that dragon. Something about it matters.

Don't turn it into a source of sadness for your friend. Please give yourself a chance to think about everything before you do anything you can't recover from.

https://afsp.org/suicide-prevention-resources/

I'm not freezing this in case anyone wants to offer support, but the first person I see being nasty will get deleted.