Damn..I'm so sorry, anon. Losing someone like that out of the blue hurts a lot, you are valid. Hmm. If its an consolation it might depend on the situation your friend is/was going through with and maybe one day they will snap out of it. Maybe. I don't want to give you too much hope but things happen! <:D When I was the primary care taker of my dad dying of cancer I remember my mental state got pretty bad. The last month before cancer took my dad away from me my mental state was so bad that I just... dropped everyone out of my life out of sheer grief. I didn't give anyone a warning. Even my dearest best friend. Aaannnd I refused to talk to anyone until a few months after he passed away. Thankfully my friends took me back and were worried that i had done something BUT HEY!!!! Life is much better now and i talk to everyone. :) I do hope they will come back to you, but if not..I'm sorry, anon. i wish the best.