Please do enlighten me what suggestion forums I stalk, given that I don't ever go there or post there. It sounds to me like you're making up a guy to be mad about, and it has less to do with me and more to do with you. I hope you get whatever help you need to deal with this because it doesn't sound like a problem I can help you with, and no matter what I say to you you will simply continue hating me. Have a good day, and if you're ready to get off anon so I can block you please do.