ayrt

sheesh what's with the hostility????

i asked "did" because i was working with the limited information your post provided and wanted to clarify where your dissatisfaction come from,

as in, did you feel, at the time, that you were getting your fill of partying and were at the time satisfied with how your life unfolded and only now, in the present time, in hindsight do you wish you had done things different

OR

did you always feel like you weren't doing enough

what i was trying to get at is that comparison is the thief of joy and all that but if you are going to be like that nevermind